GLUTTON

Gluttony - the habit of eating and drinking too much - hah. What makes me want to go for that last slice of pizza even though i know i had already more than my tummy can hold down ( very scientifically inaccurate statement?) Why do i insist on gorging down that bowl of spicy pan mee till the very last speck of fried onion even though i can barely take in another bite? Fear of food wastage? A sort of compulsive disorder?
     Or maybe its the fear of failure - capable of inducing a downward spiral that initiates from self-loathing.
From what i have gathered empirically, i usually am more compulsive about finishing my food when im depressed or stressed out. I tend to really dislike myself then and, more so when half way through the bag of chips i realize how much of a pig im being, and then i become really negative.
Method for prevention and cure: positive thinking
 

time is not answerable to all those things we waste away,
learning can only go so far, heartful jabbering does no good either
-feeling is only a stimuli, nothing more
if stars were made for falling, the earth would be revolving
then again...

eyes were given to them because it needs to be fed with beauty
( beholder)
hearts were given to her, because she needed a flaw
( biological?)
hands were made to hold it
( bewildering)
dreams belong only to children
( bravery)

there are oceans to cross,
deserts to swim

it
will
only get
you so far
human.